I enjoy being home and staying up really late into the night because that's probably the only time I feel safe and somewhat peaceful. Everyone's asleep, it's extremely quiet and serene, and I have the time and space to collect my thoughts, emotions and try to take care of myself. I don't have to worry or feel anxious about living up to anyone's expectations. I don't have to smile even when I'm feeling down inside. I don't have to talk when I don't feel like talking. I can relax, do what I wanna do, eat what I wanna eat, and chill in the comfort of my own home knowing that close by are my nearest and dearest ones who truly care for my well-being and love me for me.